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i don’t know if i am sad.or should  i feel sad.nasanay na yata ako sa failures. i have been wont to count my failures , rejections ,  much more what is left of me after a failure. ironically, i don’t feel sad but regretful coz i did what i have to do yet, kinapos talaga. anyways, i learned when i lived in manila, when a person closed his door for you, a stranger comes in and smilingly opens that there’s more for u to knock and be welcomed. kahit di ka niya mahalin, at least for the time being u feel ur capable again to wander ,leap a foot and find urself a company.pathetic!hahaha!bumagsak kase…hahaha!!!misery loves company. at least im not alone to break the record…